Something other than school

Well at the momnet there is very little to talk about other than school.
So I suppose that I might be able to mention the unusual ammount of sex related entertainment that happened this past week.
So last thursday, Jenn & Owen, Mel & Nick, and Janice & I went to Eden. Jenn had "won" a limo package. ( Actually both Mel and I had "won" too, but we don't have enough people to fill 3 limo's) And it was a night at the strippers. The dancing was mediocre at best and only one of the girls managed to impress us with her pole work. Honestly we do more dancing in our level 1 class (which is over now, until January :-( )
Well after that fun night and an early morning the next day, Friday we end up at the Taboo, naughty but nice sex show. which was fun, and neat to watch the burlesque show. The girls from Showgirls were raunchy! Nasty even, but I suppose that just isn't my cup of tea.
Then along came Saturday and our last class. (which I had a break down in, that was at the time hard to talk about and frustrating.) And after that Mel and I went back to the sex show, trying to get a pair of boots. After all the trouble we had getting in to the damn thing, we find out that the shipment of boots had NOT come in and we ended up with nothing but a headache and sore feet for our efforts. Oh well.
And to top it off, I had to tell the story of it all at school today. Which means I ended up telling about me flashing the hostess for a door prize, which was crazy and kind of not me at all, but it was all in good fun ( to Jenn, Janice and Owen, I hope I did not scar you for life, with the flash of side boob that I know you saw) I won a t-shirt and another limo package to Eden, but I gave that away. (kept the shirt)

HAHAHAHAHA,The Countdown begins

HAHAHAHAHAH I have 10 days of no school!
And when I go back I have 15 days left before I am done for Christmas and then I am on placement and that should go quickly!
HAHAHAHAHA not that I get to be too lazy as I am going to be at work for all but the weekends and Thursday. so not really a vacation, but at least I'm not at MacEwan.
Wow now that October is over, the time is just gonna slip through my fingers and be gone before I know it.
Only 2 more dance classes, Awww but will have to sign up again. Every one should try it at least once!
I had Grad photos taken and I look amazing, of course! those who are in the know will of course get one!
Looking forward to it all!

Ahhh the light was shown to me...

The light really does exist, its called November.
Meaning that hell week is over, and there are a limited number of days and classes left before my exciting adventure known as placement starts. I just wish I knew what they were. oh well sooner or later I'm sure.
I am having so much fun in the pole dancing class with the girls, I have perma- bruises, just like the others, and proud of it. Badges of honor, trust me its worth the bruising to be able to be flexible and dance like that. ( Girls you want to spice things up, try pole dance lessons, trust me) And after the back-hurting incident, its totally cool to be able to bend over and not twinge.
Now I just need someone to show just how flexible and sexy I've become. Maybe I'll find a nice German guy, when we go next year.
Next year, no there's a light to be looking forward too. Graduating, moving out, Getting a great job, going to Germany. and if you think about it, the time will just fly by and those things will be here and I will need to be ready. I know I will be.
so cheers to all who have had a hell week, its over and what is ahead is gonna be great!

The light, glorious light!!!

It has finally arrived! the end of October! and all the stress of hell week has gone. the exams are over (for the moment) and I had my fun at Jenn's party, drinking and eating and dressing up. Jenn as lame as the mystery part was, being the ship's serving wench was fun.
You know thinking on it, dressing up was my favorite thing to do when I was little. being someone else for a few hours is freeing and gives me at least, a different perspective on things. Just not being me is good, and I know its only for a while but its a fun time.
So my advice is if you need to forget your issues, dress up and create a new persona for a while. It may just be fun.
Especially when you can flash a lot of flesh! hahahah Owen we need those pics online.
Now to work on the rest of the list of things to do, but they don't seem to have the crushing weight that they did a few days ago, what with the light back.

I think its getting darker

and I can't see the light at the end of the tunnel!
October just can't be done soon enough. GRRRRRR
all the things that are happening and I just want it to be over.
Fair warning, Jenn I plan on drinking heavily at your party and sleeping over.
My list of shit to do just keeps growing and well I'm so tired of it already and its been 3 days.
In case you couldn't tell this has become my complaining blog entry and hopefully soon there will be more interesting and uplifting things to talk about but right now I just need to bitch!
I have 3 exams to do before the week is out and I can really let loose.
Jenn you might want to move the breakables. hahahaha .....but really
the light is fading (both literally and figuratively)
the darkness scares me.
I need a light (hahahah so I can light up.... a doobie)hahahahahah

Moving along

So things are moving along here in the world of Jocelyn. This is good. Assignments are getting done and the weeks are moving rather quickly, EEP!
October is almost over and the list is (FINALLY) getting shorter and the feeling that I have had in the pit of my stomach that made me want to run screaming into the sunset, is nearly gone.
I just finished 2 assignments that are due and now I need to study for the exams that are coming up at the end of the month. WHEW.
Matt and Sandy are coming home on Friday AM but we are going to be keeping not only the dogs, but Aiden too for the weekend. That's ok, Mom is SOOOO excited for him, even more than Matt and Sandy.
Pole dancing class started and I love it, though it definitely shows me my weak areas, which tends to be most of my areas! oh well that's about to change. Girls you know what I mean. hahahah

comming to conclusions

My realization of the day was that my life does NOT hang in the balance of one assignment. As much as I want to be an amazing student and have a incredible GPA, it just isn't gonna happen. If I try to keep beating my head against this PT assignment I'll go crazy when I get my average mark, as that is what I get anyway, even when I really try.
So aside from double booking (which I hope to have rearranged by Saturday so I can be at the class and with the girls) I think things are looking up.
I just want to say that this is not giving up or settling, its setting priorities and accepting what is reality.
One more week of crazy needy dogs at our house, and just a few more weeks of October!
The light is at the end of the tunnel and I think I can see it!