Ahhh the fun that will be had once this hell is over. Yes the party will begin on Thursday and not end until the day before I have to start work. ( this will be the following Monday) If you are looking to join me at the year end party I will be glad to give you details, just let me know
I came down to my computer for the third time today and yet again I find that I cannot study. It just escapes me that I can't focus on what will essentially become my career. I don't want to have an average mark and have been working towards that goal for a long time and right now I could care less about what I have to do to achieve my goal. I know what I want and how to get it but I cant bring myself to do it. I look over at my binders and flash cards and just shrug my shoulders and turn on the music and block out my conscience. It is so depressing to think that I can't bring myself to live up to my own expectations.
My brain is just going into a tailspin with all the consequences of my lack of motivation. I just imagine what all you out there must be thinking about me and then I think about why I should care about what others are thinking and that this whole issue has started with student burn out and that I should just get over it.
I could keep going in this way until there is no room in my post left but I hope that most of you get the idea of where my head is at. If you are a student out there and can leave me a message as to how to get past this please help a poor student out!
signing out from what feels like the twilight zone!
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