Just an update

So officially I am on vacation and am supposed to be done work for the summer, but as it turns out, I get to keep working with Resource Supports for a while, now how long that will be remains to be seen, but I'll take what I can get.
As it is I am enjoying doing very little on my time off, but am surprisingly helpful to my mom and sister at the flip house that they are currently painting. Its strange, most people hate painting, but I tend to enjoy it. maybe its the high from the smell..... you never know!!! hahaha
I need some new reading material. But I'm poor from paying tuition and need my last big pay check. I'd better get used to being poor! SIGH
that's all folks!

Things that bust by butt

So Nicki ( my sister) has, since I moved back home, gone on and on about how we are now living together and we are more like room mates. we all have to pitch in, right?
Well lately I have been feeling like the go to girl for shit that needs to get done around the house, dishes, taking charlie out cleaning the house. and its most frustrating because if I say something to any one it sounds like I'm being petty and selfish.
But really Nicki was actually home for dinner tonight and ate with us as a family and once again my father and I got stuck doing dishes. Nicki plops her self down on the couch and ignores the racket I was making in the kitchen as a hint for her to come and help.
how many times did we argue over that same scenario with out positions switched???
I realize this could be Karma coming back at me but it still really burns my butt and I hate that I feel like this.
Its not that I feel that one of us works at our jobs harder than the other, but we do still live at home and we are still room mates as she put it. so why does she get the free pass on this kind of shit and I don't?
I think I am going on strike here!

It feels like the end

and I think that because I have 8 actual work days before I have vacation time and then back to school, which I am actually looking forward too. I think things will be more interesting this 2nd year back than the one for ECD because I actually have a group of people that I am looking forward to seeing. Last time it was crap and boring. This year will be good. that's my mind set and I'm sticking to it!
Here's a question is it weird to start to get to know a guy that has the same name as my ex?
I started chatting with a Josh online last night and it was odd. other than his name being Josh, there is absolutely no similarity to Josh the bastard!. but still it was odd.
let me know what you think.