The light, glorious light!!!

It has finally arrived! the end of October! and all the stress of hell week has gone. the exams are over (for the moment) and I had my fun at Jenn's party, drinking and eating and dressing up. Jenn as lame as the mystery part was, being the ship's serving wench was fun.
You know thinking on it, dressing up was my favorite thing to do when I was little. being someone else for a few hours is freeing and gives me at least, a different perspective on things. Just not being me is good, and I know its only for a while but its a fun time.
So my advice is if you need to forget your issues, dress up and create a new persona for a while. It may just be fun.
Especially when you can flash a lot of flesh! hahahah Owen we need those pics online.
Now to work on the rest of the list of things to do, but they don't seem to have the crushing weight that they did a few days ago, what with the light back.

I think its getting darker

and I can't see the light at the end of the tunnel!
October just can't be done soon enough. GRRRRRR
all the things that are happening and I just want it to be over.
Fair warning, Jenn I plan on drinking heavily at your party and sleeping over.
My list of shit to do just keeps growing and well I'm so tired of it already and its been 3 days.
In case you couldn't tell this has become my complaining blog entry and hopefully soon there will be more interesting and uplifting things to talk about but right now I just need to bitch!
I have 3 exams to do before the week is out and I can really let loose.
Jenn you might want to move the breakables. hahahaha .....but really
the light is fading (both literally and figuratively)
the darkness scares me.
I need a light (hahahah so I can light up.... a doobie)hahahahahah

Moving along

So things are moving along here in the world of Jocelyn. This is good. Assignments are getting done and the weeks are moving rather quickly, EEP!
October is almost over and the list is (FINALLY) getting shorter and the feeling that I have had in the pit of my stomach that made me want to run screaming into the sunset, is nearly gone.
I just finished 2 assignments that are due and now I need to study for the exams that are coming up at the end of the month. WHEW.
Matt and Sandy are coming home on Friday AM but we are going to be keeping not only the dogs, but Aiden too for the weekend. That's ok, Mom is SOOOO excited for him, even more than Matt and Sandy.
Pole dancing class started and I love it, though it definitely shows me my weak areas, which tends to be most of my areas! oh well that's about to change. Girls you know what I mean. hahahah

comming to conclusions

My realization of the day was that my life does NOT hang in the balance of one assignment. As much as I want to be an amazing student and have a incredible GPA, it just isn't gonna happen. If I try to keep beating my head against this PT assignment I'll go crazy when I get my average mark, as that is what I get anyway, even when I really try.
So aside from double booking (which I hope to have rearranged by Saturday so I can be at the class and with the girls) I think things are looking up.
I just want to say that this is not giving up or settling, its setting priorities and accepting what is reality.
One more week of crazy needy dogs at our house, and just a few more weeks of October!
The light is at the end of the tunnel and I think I can see it!

So the survival of October continues.

October has to be the worst month for me in terms of school and exams and assignments.
I have the most due this month. I think it all adds up to more than the rest of the 3 months combined. My friend Lindsay is leaving for home before the end of the month ( I'll really miss her!) Jenn's b-day is at the end of the month, and not to mention wanting to actually see the rest of my friends ( Nola, I swear, soon!) and We have 3 dogs living with us at the moment who desperately need some attention as they don't get any from Matt and Sandy. Plus on top of everything, I had to go and get sick. and it is mostly over now, after missing work and 3 days of sleeping, though there is a constant feeling of phlegm in my throat. Sorry I know that's gross but hey this is my blog! hahahah
It feels like October may never end, or if it does (by some strange miracle) I feel like I may have missed something, so far I seem to be keeping my head above water. lets hope it stays there!

Life continues

Life continues here in the nest, but it really is busy.
With the labs that I am working on, we end up at other facilities some days to be able to use the equipment that we don't have at MacEwan.
Like tonight, we were supposed to be at the Glenrose pool for our Hydrotherapy lab, but it got cancelled! BOOO
The kicker is that I was looking forward to this lab. and it gets cancelled. "ain't that just crap!" I say. oh well